Who am I? They tell me
I am a strong person,
I will cope with grief
and get on with life.
Who am I? They tell me
I am a caring person
willing to give a helping hand,
be there for others when needed.
Who am I? They tell me
I am a logical thinker,
that I can solve problems,
seem to be in control of my life.
Am I all that what others say of me?
Or am I what I know of myself,
What I feel since I started CoDA work?
I feel powerless over my subconscious thoughts
and feelings, that seem to control my life.
I feel like an abandoned child, scared and helpless.
I am fearful of making decisions,
I am lonely and longing for friendship and love,
I long for laughter and joy
After experiencing so much pain and sadness.
Who am I? This one or the other?
I am both, the adult and the scared, hurt inner child!
I will learn to love myself - this hurt little girl -
and not look outside to fill the void.
I know I am a child of God
and have his unconditional love!
I can let go of my fears and trust,
Let go of tears and find joy and peace ...
in God and my CoDA fellowship.
27. December 2017
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