Hello,
I just wanted to share that throughout my life I've struggled with
codependency. I used to do things for others to make me feel better. It was so
bad that I would give into my children out of guilt and remorse for the fact
that I was an addict. After getting clean and sober and a lot of reading on
codependency I realized how truly self centered I really was. Most of my
choices and actions were made on the basis of “how will this make me feel?”
I
used to think: “oh, he's been through so much…” I instinctively knew that I was
not able to watch or feel the emotional upheavals of saying no, without any
explanation. I also learned through Al-Anon that paraphrasing was so valuable.
I did not realize that I often was not hearing what the other person was
saying. By applying this method to my everyday communication, I am able to say,
"what I'm hearing you say is…” What a difference this has made in my life.
Setting
boundaries was so important in all my relationships. I learned that if I don't
set boundaries with others they will assume that what they say or do is
perfectly okay! Learning the different techniques through CoDA and Al-Anon and
applying them has made my life—as well as my loved ones’ lives—so much, much
more beneficial. I'm still learning and growing. I still make mistakes
concerning setting my boundaries, but today, I can forgive myself and try to do
this the next time I'm placed in these situations. Thanks for allowing me to
share today.
Best
regards,
Deborah T - 6/20/20
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