My Story
I've
had a taste of recovery and yet I am reminded daily of how much work I have to
do. Several months ago, I had fallen into a deep chasm of codependency. I was
losing my self-esteem and I was incredibly desperate for that fix of validation
or that sense of control I had being a caretaker.
For
the first time, instead of running into the arms of a woman I became a part of
this Fellowship. I listened to the stories of others and found commonality. I
found a home and one that was more healthy than the home I grew up in. I was so
fortunate to find my sponsor who was accessible, really good at keeping her own
inventory, and was community focused. We've lost touch, but there isn't a day I
don't remember that only my Higher Power has control. I need to let go of any
illusions I have about self, be humble before God, and pay it forward. Tough
reminders but I'm getting better...
04/04/2022
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