Last
night I attended my very first CoDA meeting after reading every book I could
find and researching codependency ceaselessly. My codependency is undeniable.
My relationships have become much healthier due to my understanding of
codependency; however, I need tools. I need a community of people who feel the
same way I do and understand my challenges. When I turned my microphone on in
the meeting, all I could do was cry. The wave of emotions took me by complete
surprise. I am so grateful for this community and cannot wait to see the
healing it brings to myself and others in my life.
Last
night, I had a dream about my first love and our dog. They both live happily,
but my codependency drove a wedge between us. It caused me to push him away,
project my fears onto him, and caused him a great deal of pain. I have
apologized to him, but last night, that dream made me feel understood and
forgiven. I know it was because I started my journey with CoDA. Thank you for
providing this service; I am eternally grateful.
Sara
F. 1/5/2022
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