I
am feeling grateful to be recovering and recovered from codependent behaviors
in my life.
I
was raised in a large family - with much-disorganized dysfunction and verbal,
emotional, and physical abuse.
As
I write this, I do not remember having low self-esteem as mine is so strong now
and I act upon my courage instead of fears constantly.
As
a child control was not given to me, so I based my esteem on taking it by
getting good grades and trying lots of sports to “own” my body.
Yet
I so needed affirmations and love of others to keep going.
Now
I keep using my first “boss” that the higher power of the Stars and Universal
DNA has given me to pause and flow through life with acceptance.
How?
I ask myself -who am I trying to please? What am I feeling right now? Where do
I stand on this? Who is affected by my love or lack of it?
Josine
- 2/2021
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