CoDA Weekly Reading

 

I see. I see me. I see my worth and value. I see my excuses and my avoidance. I see my innate goodness. I see my denial and my control. I see my strength and determination. I see my obsession and my fear. I see my guilt and “overreactive conscience” controlling my actions and dependence. I see my budding power and divinity. I see my ability to say “no” or “yes.” I see my growth and progress. I see me. I finally see me.   I see you. I see your value and worth. I see your humanity – your mistakes and weaknesses mixed with compassion and hope. I see that “it is what it is – without putting judgments on it.” I see your trembling, your fear, and your shame. I see your sparkling eyes and jovial smile. I see your love that has been there all along. I see your hard work and labor. I see the little things and the big things. I see your parts and your pieces. I see your wishes and dreams. I see you. I finally see you. I see God. I see God’s Truth. I see God’s work in me when I am honest and accountable. I see God’s details. I see God’s gifts. I see God’s mercy. I see God’s love. I see God’s presence in my life. I see God’s plan. I see God’s promises. I see God. I finally see God. An addendum to my poem as encouraged by my sponsor. I see her – the Little Girl within. I see her value and worth. I see her humanity – her mistakes and weaknesses mixed with compassion and hope. I see that “it is what it is – without putting judgments on it.” I see her trembling, her fear, and her shame. I see her sparkling eyes and jovial smile. I see her love that has been there all along. I see her hard work and labor. I see the little things and the big things. I see her parts and her pieces. I see her wishes and dreams. I see her. I finally see her.   Audryn – 6/21/21